well im a bit scared of saying it, dont want to fuck things up after knowing the guy for 2 weeks. dont want to seem to be making claims on someone who probably expects what we have to be more of a summer fling.
also, there's all the politics of when someone says 'i love you!' and obviously expects you to say it back, and you DONT love them and dont want to say it so you disguise your uneasiness by saying 'im very fond of you too' or something like that... thats a horrible situation! wouldnt want to put him in that.
but then im probably going to say it sooner or later, when im staring at him in delight i cant keep it in. or if i repress it , it transmutates into wild poetic reveries.
hehe at the mo im scared of it going the other way and ME boring HIM. had a pretty heavy trip on fri and i dont think we were quite ready for it. Im home now so tell you all about it when i see you
I feel like that right now too. I'm too scared to say anything, because he's a good friend and I don't want to mess that up, so we both just keep saying how much we like each other's company etc. It's better to say it than not though, isn't it? Even though it's a lovely feeling just being with that person and knowing how right it feels. I agree with you about it being scary, though!
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also, there's all the politics of when someone says 'i love you!' and obviously expects you to say it back, and you DONT love them and dont want to say it so you disguise your uneasiness by saying 'im very fond of you too' or something like that... thats a horrible situation! wouldnt want to put him in that.
but then im probably going to say it sooner or later, when im staring at him in delight i cant keep it in. or if i repress it , it transmutates into wild poetic reveries.
but yours went well? thats good :-)
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