it seems as though these past few weeks have been devastating for almost everyone around me. we've all (for the most part) lost someone or something. it's sickening how many people have been unjustly stolen from our lives, the people we'd never suspect; the people we have maybe neglected unknowingly...not realizing that we suddenly, abruptly, have ( Read more... )

maybe it was his lack of reply that bothered me the most but i knew he was waiting for something-and around the corner came that disgusting ratty car that smelled like ass and made a noise worse than his voice itself-but still no word-and thats how our silent argument started whistling and turning around within itself laughing with ridicule at our ( Read more... )

CANON DIGITAL REBEL XT BITTTCHHHESSSSSSS

I AM BEYOND ECSTATIC
I HAVE A NEW LOVER
HE IS BLACK AND HAS LOTS OF BUTTONS

"i hate you so much i would destroy myself to bring you down with me."
-gilda, 1946

bitch fought for the last place in the line
lost her mind as he crawled up her spine

love is probably a lie in itself. but i'm a fucking slave to it. it's disgusting.

cops busted in the door because of a 4 person risk game.
what a night, what a night.

i feel like my mind is being "bumpy" again.
this makes sense to me.
i am trying so hard to go into this year with a positive outlook.
it just isn't working.
i need the change, but i somehow, refuse to accept it.
bottom line- i need to get my shit together.
fast.

a few words and all hope is crushed

"kick that boy and smash his glasses
steal his money and fuck his lasses"