um so, 2/3 of blink182 + 2 other dudes = plus fourty four
when did this happen?
I call them blink 184, cause uh I used to call boxcarracer blink183 so um...yeah.
feelings? anyone?...bueller?
F I R S T
First best friend: I dunno, kindergarten it was jessica?
First break-up: First one thats mattered was the girlie
First screen name: "thelazydaisygirl"
First self-purchased album: No Doubt - Tragic Kingdom
First funeral: Um. Probably Great Aunt Georgina...or maybe I went to others but was too young to remember, but I remember that one
First pets: Blue...he was a dog my mom, and her mom, and I all had, cause it was originally my nana's.
First piercing/tattoo: Ears at 5 months. I've had my ears pierced for just over 20 years, that sounds so odd...and then my mom wonders why I feel she didnt set a boundary there
Last
Last car ride: Back from work tonight
Last good cry: Um. August 25th I believe. Or the closest Friday to that. Actually that was my last any cry. I came wicked close to crying a month ago, but some shit isn't worth my eyes burning out of my skull when I have to get up for work in 4 hours...
Last movie seen: V for Vendetta
Last beverage drank: Jus d'orange
Last food consumed: Vegetable soup & crackas
Last phone call: I called Heather. Got her machine. Last person who called ME was gay daniel.
Last time showered: 2 hours ago
Last shoes worn: White Converse [BUT NOT CHUCK IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM] that belong to mom. I stole/destroyed them.
Last item bought: Salad/Fries/Iced Tea at Wendy's. Last actual purchases were on Friday, and were shirts, flowers, mittens, and magnets.
Last annoyance: Nearly choking on a cracker for 3 minutes and realizing OH DUH I HAVE JUICE. I have 3 days off and 3 new shirts to wear, I am a cappy hamper!
Last time wanting to die: Hm. Wow. I don't even know. I have like flickers of it, but breathing makes it go away, and telling people I love you and having them say it back makes it go away, so... not seriously since August. And well, I bawled and had a koRn concert to look fwd to...so that pretty much saved me, plus it was cole's bday and I'm not allowed to ruin her bday by dying. It's just good friendship skills to suck it up and wait til its not her bday. And...silly girl has 2 bdays cause they fucked up her birth certificates, SO... I had to live like an extra 48 hours and by then I was over it anyway...so see how things are? Yup. Keep reachin for that rainbow. heh. gay steel mill. <3
S P E C I F I C S
Do you do drugs?: Nopes. Edge as fuck mo'fucka
What kind of shampoo do you use?: Um...herbal essences coconut something...its hydrating...and makes me smell nice?
What are you most scared of?: Typical junk. I have no IRRATIONAL fear like spiders... just um... being disowned/facing life on a daily basis and screwing up too big to fix/failure... but I see fear as something that keeps you from doing things, and I'm not living so afraid I'm paralyzed, right?
What are you listening to right now?: My own typing...I will turn my iTunes on random just for you though: *time elapsed 20 seconds* Okay, its alphabetized so, A fire inside - Girls not Gray...Then it was Green Day - Sassafrass Roots and now it's A margaret cho comedy routiene...
Where do you want to get married?: Hm...probably outdoors in sin, cause no church would want us
How many buddies are online right now?: msn says 13
F A V O R I T E S
Color: Blues.
Food: Hm...CARBS! JUST HOOK IT TO MY VEINS! ARGGHHHAAARGHHHHHHH!!!111 or vegetarian stirfry / pastas
Boy name: I am enjoying the name Logan. Its a good strong name. I like the name um Davan? I like the name...Corbin? What are we doing here..I mean for potential babies, or names like OOH! FUN NAME! TRUE STORY: at work a denis denison used his visa. I giggled. <3
Girl name: Um...girl names. You know the ones. Names that are so cute they use hearts to dot I's and what not. I like girl names that can be boynames sometimes. I'm always like, alex? ooh thats a fun name. Cept I'm odd. But for a baby girl I can't see me having? Something traditional and celtic sounding?
Subjects in school: Not math. Not gym. Not science. /OMFG A GIANT SPIDER ON THE WALL BESIDE ME! sorry for that distraction.
Abbreviation: Mmmhmmkay..
Animals: llamas. monkeys. bunnies. that stuff. mammalia for the most part, though I think lizards are neat, and birds are not without their charm...as long as they dont outnumber me, though I think kateR vs an ostrich would be a good fight.
Sports: Hm. Sports = lame-o...but, I gueeeesh I like ..um..damn it MXC isnt a sport. Um..I don't know.
Perfume: I don't wear perfume, I'm not girlie enough to understand it's not a bottle a day thing, and so it's best I avoid anything that will make me smell like a cheap hooker...plus everyone always says my shampoo smells great
H A V E Y O U E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: I guess so. I helped wash someones back in the shower before big time make outs, does that count?
Smoked?: Yeah, not in years though.
Bungee jumped?: I had an opportunity to, and declined.
Made yourself throw up?: Not lately.
Skinny dipped?: Yup. Though you can't exactly call it skinny.
Ever been in love?: I don't know, unrequitted, but love anyway I guess.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: HAHAHA ... SEE GRADE 8 WHEN I WAS FAILING MATH ahahaha. Gawd.
Been rejected?:
I say to my reflection
God please spare me more rejection
cause my peers they criticize me
And my ex-wives all despise me
Try to put it all behind me
But my redneck past is nipping at my heels
Rejected someone?: They probably deserved it? But yeah, I suck sometimes.
Done something you regret?: I wake up every morning from the same dream ...But you can't change the letters when the ink dries -- Thursday, but Am I right? I guess I haven't done anything thats irreplacable or undoable, its all balanced itself out, actually exactly a year ago I decided to throw away a few hundred bucks because I was trying to be helpful, but it all made up for itself and I have an iPod anyway, so what is not to love about life? I figure my angst on a scale will only ever effect me like a month tops...then I forget for a while, so see everytings cool and everytings schmooth.
L A S T P E R S O N
You touched: Prabably my mom.
Hugged: Definitely Laura
You IMed: Hm...I don't even remember, no ones been on tonight.
IMed you: Scotts gf
Called you: I TOLD YOU ALREADY, Gay Daniel.
You called: Alberta.
Bought you flowers: Um..mom?
W H O D O Y O U W A N N A
Kill: No one right now, though I would like to be invisable and take out some ankles...is that sick that I watch super hero movies and think, dang, if I was clark kent, I'd definitely kick some shin...but I just have to live by an old irish-italian philosophy *snort* May those who should love us, love us.
And those who don't, may Goodness turn their hearts.
And if Goodness can't turn their hearts,
May Goodness turn their ankles,
So that we may know them by their limping........
Slap: half my customers/coworkers but thats okay. 3 days off. <3
W H I C H I S B E T T E R
Coke or Pepsi: Thats not how you spell iced tea...anyway, I guess I don't love pop a lot. Carbonated beverages choke me with angry bubbles.
Flowers or candy: Probably flowers...but not roses...I'd rather have a teddy bear? Thats what I give. I bet people hate stuffed animals.
Tall or short: I will say tall because I am tall. But for people who are not me? I like on the taller side so I don't feel so awfully self conscious, but I'm probably going to find my soulmate being like 5'1 and me being like, dancing and kissing is retarded anyway.
R A N D O M
In the morning I am: wondering why no one else can hear the cat to remedy his insistant whining/ugh what time is it, work in # hours..rargh *turns over*
All I need is: oxygen, water, shelter, and my electronic crap I keep in my purse <3
Love is: Different for different people. You can love your mom, you can love your friends, you should love your lover, but uh, theres LOVE like DUDE, LIFE IS BETTER CAUSE YOURE HERE but theres also love like HEY LIFE IS BETTER CAUSE WE'RE NAKED so see? There are different kinds of love. How very unjaded of me. Theyre all valid and sparkly in their own ways. Sure baby, I love you like I love fresca...isn't that enough?
I dream about: Wal*mart shellshock... And, 'sex' [which heteros call foreplay?] with +30 yr old women *I know but theyre cougarlicious*
What do you notice first: Height. Eyes. Hair. Piercings.
Last person you danced with: myself whoa oh oh dancin with myself, if I had the chance I'd ask the world to dance, but I'm dancing with the mirror oh oh shakin my rear oh oh..cause I am so queer whoa oh oh..
Makes you smile: People who get it. Secret Allies. <3 Um. Cartoons. I have a whole list. I promise to tell you all after.
Who has a crush on you: Um. maybe no one, maybe everyone, I just do not know.
D O Y O U E V E R
Wish you were the opposite sex: As in male, I guess, not enough that it's a problem, I'm watching some people ACTUALLY make progress in that area with hormones and craziness, I wouldn't ever need that. Though if I was skinny and cute, I'd be probably 1/3 more butchy than I am now. See, its a lesbian thing...I'm like...girlie for a lesbian, boyish for a straight girl, cause I use tools. I am like relentlessly in love with boob, and uh I wear boxer shorts and do my laundry all at once, and not sorted by colour or anything. [I only own 3 white shirts] I get penis envy though, not always, cause it kind of grosses me out a little but, occasionally...I think, hey if I was a boy that'd be cool because I'd be AN UNSTOPPABLE MACHINE if I had a wang.
AN UNSTOPPABLE MACHINE...People would be like, oh did you hear? KateR is some kind of sexbot...really? Then just call me a robosexual. *pounce* I hope you got a mental image that you'll need therapy for.
Wish you were younger: I guess not. I couldn't go through high school again. I just couldn't.
N U M B E R
Of times I have had my heart broken: I will say, 3[65 days a year x 11 years] I said I must be fine cause my hearts still beatin'
Of hearts I have broken: The only heart I can think I even had any effect on, is obviously not very broken if he was with someone the next day practically.
Of guys I've kissed: fuck I don't even know. I've had guys kiss me and me jerk away like they were lepers, so...whats that like, *counts* 6?
Of girls I've kissed: 2 or 3...
Of continents I have lived in: Just this one.
Of tight friends: a few.
Of CD's I own: like, 40 but some are burned
Of scars on body: sufficient amount I guess. I've got some, but none that stand out.
10 people who mean a lot to me
1. If they were on my lj they'd feel all weepy ass for not being included, so some lj kids
2. Some family members.
3. Mom gets her own spot
4. Shannon pisses me off but own spot
5. Alberta chicks own spot but theres like 3 of them
7. Friends who dont ditch me
8. probably anyone whom I <3 means a lot
9. Some kids at work
10. Um I don't know its a stupid question, I adore a lot of people.
9 things I love
1. Water purification systems
2. empathy
3. literacy
4. nintendo
5. cuddling
6. body modification
7. nature
8. concerts
9. independance
6 things I'm wearing right now
1. argyle socks with cats on them
2. light turquoise flannel pyjama bottoms
3. sponge bob and patrick as pirates joe boxers
4. Earrings
5. Bra
6. Tank girl shirt with the three girls in the tub
5 things I'd rather be doing
1. Having an orgasm? Cause well..who doesn't love orgasms..plus then I'd probably sleep better tonight
2. Cuddles. Cause well, orgasm + no cuddles = lame-o [though, cuddles or gasm on their own rock in their own special way]
3. I'm listening to music now or I'd wish I was
4. Sleeping
5. Reading. But I'm scared to read this book cause its autographed and I dont know if that means its worth 5 billion dollars or not.
4 of my favorite stores (feel free to google the bitches)
1. criminal records
2. this aint the rosedale library
3. Best Buy [psst: americans..its an electronics store which is owned by circuit city I believe]
4. BANG ON
3 things I'd take to a deserted island
1. See my purse has everything I need. I'm a horrible dyke, women have purses, LESBIANS have bags. I don't know why that is logical did I mention its 4am? anyway...I have an ipod/camera/pen/paper/lubricant/bandaids/lighter/screw driver + 10 magnetic interchangable bits soooooo...If I have my purse I'm set...incase I ever have to unscrew a coconut when I make my radio
2. Um...books...lots of books... Ew that was so jenny from the Lword isnt it? God, I can't even say rum like a pirate, cause I'm all, poison free.
3. A boat. Aha. I'm hip to your game. islands have water and uh boats fix that/I can flip it over and live in it or use it for firewood or something, I don't watch lost, but I know to run from the black cloudy things...and uh yeah maybe my lube or lighter will scare it away
2 of my favorite things
1. nature
2. technology
[yeah try to figure THAT one out..jesus..thats like me saying, I don't like sex or drinking but I'm a hedonist]
1 person I miss right now
1. I hope to never miss anyone cause my hearts big enough to keep people around I guess.
*10 pts for anyone who caught any obscure lyrics or simpson quotes