today was a bleh day. still getting over having nothing to do after school. i still feel in fight mode. about a lot of things. its not very comfortable.

i need winter clothes.

emma=clueless. i heart jane austen.

my little kids volleyball team lost in semi-finals. ha. get it?

grammar queens are big losers. i will fight them all.

i'm talking to lauren saah.

friday was crazy. i am still provokable. "was that middle from broadneck a senior? good!" i was set off. seriously. it said so much about tuesday. i mean shit. you want to just avoid all competition. you were scared and still are scared. you're just waiting for next year, cuz you have a next year. you just wish broadneck had been worse, ( Read more... )

i know. i can't explain it. no one can. its not the loss. its how we lost. i shouldn't point fingers, but i am, and some of them are at myself. but its over. its not shock... its warped. it wasnt real. sorry, but i dont really want to hear im sorry. i just dont want to hear anything about it. i dont want to be reminded that everybody ( Read more... )

we won the region today. two more trojans! (knocking on wood). i dont have any other interesting news.

gaithersburg vs. broadneck

state championship semi-finals
essex community college
tuesday, november 12th 6:30 pm

be there or be square.

sara... holla at a playa!

every once and awhile, i remember why things are the way they are. it seems to happen at just about the time i have allowed myself to forget. so its always very refreshing. and reassuring. and happy in its own way.

u-n-i-t-y is all we need
to get our r-e-s-p-e-c-t
so never g-i-v-e u-p
and keep your h-e-a-d u-p

sara's halloween thing was pretty fun. i am convinced that chris is the tightest person in the world. some of her other friends were nice... but. but is all i will say.

last night was okay. i was feelin in a bad mood and sick, and as soon as i started to wake up, everybody was leaving.

the pill.

makes me.

vomit.

so does.

allie's face.

Homecoming.

Bleh. Everybody knew how it went. How it made me feel? A little happy to be alive, a little lonely, a little dorky, a little cute, a little scared, a little excited, a little in want.

i dont know. anything.

heh..

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