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[mor6idra66it]

hopefully last night (this morning) was the last of getting my suffering out. i hadn't cried like that in a few months, but it felt good to get it out. i felt as though i had been glancing over the pink elephant for quite some time

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my usual honesty

[jdubbs83]

She isn't leaving tomorrow or whenever, she left months ago and don't forget that. You have to consider the fact that if she did love you she would stay. That "wasn't meant to be" crap is always bullshit. She most likely doesn't love you and she is a lying little bitch if she claims you are "her true love". I have little respect for liars, so I respect you and that's why its her loss and your gain. Her leaving is the best thing that may have ever happened to you so far.

I am not trying to beat a dead horse or upset you, but as always I give that asshole honesty because friends deserve better then bullshit. I do not sugarcoat things and you shouldn't sugarcoat them either.

Beer doesn't taste good when it has tears in it, I know from old times.

Re: my usual honesty

[mor6idra66it]

ew...if i wanted salty beer i'd drink corona. boo corona.

she believes in fate, but thankfully hasn't told me anything remotely around "what's meant to be." i don't believe in fate outside of what people deserve based upon their choices and actions, but that's subjective anyhow.

she doesn't love me like i love/loved her. she told me that straight up, and i appreciated her honesty. hate it when people drag things out for "the better." as if anyone knows that...it's more or less patronizing.

ultimately, because she was honest through this all, i can respect her and not feel angry at the situation. i've been exceedingly honest with myself, too, through this all. i respect myself a lot more as a man as to how i've handled this all, and can walk away from a huge breakup with my head still high.

that's kind of a first. pretty stoked about that. i'm a damn good person and know it's time to get proactive about moving on.

cheers, mate.