i forgot how good this feels. just this. right now ( Read more... )

i'm filled with both optimism and rage at the same time, and it is a very frustrating dichotomy ( Read more... )

tonight's episode ( Read more... )

i'm not a fan though i try to be. it's gotten down to good days and bad days, and quite honestly, they usually turn into good days because of you guys ( Read more... )

today i made it mutual and it breaks my heart to even say so ( Read more... )

crippled arthritic baby steps ( Read more... )

my heart is in such pain.

i hope she is alright.

i won't sleep tonight.

my heart churns lit petrol ( Read more... )

Apparently, Todd does what he wants ( Read more... )

"ascending the grave doesn't mean that i've risen - it just means that i'm crawling to a better place. i feel better with each movement upwards because i'm closer to getting out. i wish, though, that i didn't feel so dirty and buried at times ( Read more... )