cry for help

[moraii]

man there is so much goin on in my head right now i unno where to even begin. i went on to look at my journal with lil kev cuz i wanted to find stuff i had said about him before we were goin out and that was a bad idea. he ended up reading alot of stuff i didnt want him to know about only cuz its all in the past now. it got him really depressed. it

Comments

[ophelio00]

man april u have such spirit, such drive, such will to survive. u are one of the people that i have a lot of respect for. you never give up hope, you always look to the end of the tunnel, u always look to do better things for everyone else. if i was in the country, i would be doing everything in my power to help u guys out, i really would! i would give u all my babysitting money, u could sleep at my house, i'd drive you anywhere you needed to go, i'd even give u my babysitting jobs to make the money! lol. but good luck in art camp and i really dont know the details of whats going on in ur life, but to let you know i am praying for you and your family. hold on tight to your mommy because she is your cornerstone and noone will hold on to her like you should. i know everyone says it but you are so beautiful n good things come to those who wait, and to those who never give up. its not what you have, or what you want, its what is inside of you. i love you so much april and no matter what, the optimism in you will pay off. stay strong

[hugznkisez308]

wow april after reading everything and how you kept going on and on about what you have lost all i was thinking was "well at least you have your mom and your friends.." So then i read the next line you wrote "at least we have each other." And that was exactly what i was thinking and i couldnt have said it better myself. I cannot empathize with you and im not going to try to either cause i know i havent been in a situation like yours before and so i dont know how you feel. However, i will continually remind you how wonderful and strong you are and what a great person you are. i am sure its hard but honestly, you are doing so so good. dont give up april. your ex-stepdad won that little battle, but you cant let anyone else win. not if you can prevent it. stay strong girl; i know you will.