wow so its been a while huh? so lets see...ive had alot on my mind lately so this entry should be intersesting ( Read more... )

o man...a perfectly awesome night with lil kev.........had to end in the shit hole. .....guess y??? josh. i was driving home from kevs house and just my luck....josh and his friend amber speed by....i didnt know who it was at the time....the passesnger (josh) kept flicking me off and i just ignored it cuz i didnt kno who it was......then i cuaght ( Read more... )

well its been a while huh....ive deffinetly been avoiding my feelings....but i suppose its time to face the facts ( Read more... )

well....things are better...im still hurt but i mean seriously, it cant last forever. once in a while i go through these really depressed phases, cuz for some reason i start thinking about josh. but ive had some distractions latley ( Read more... )

its that bad that i gave myself a bloody nose. my head is about to explode. i dont wanna do this anymore. school is a front. its all good at school. school is like a break.....but the second im by mylsef at home or in my car i get hit. really really hard. he burt the bootunear(Sp?)i got him for homecomg. i have lost all respect. its supposed to be ( Read more... )

i dunno wut to really say...................................................................................................... im just kinda shocked....still.... thats bad. its been 2 days since we broke up and i still cant believe it. i miss him so freakin much its not even funny. its horrible any time at all that im by myself i freak out cuz i ( Read more... )

hmmm wow so its been like a year since ive updated ( Read more... )

u know who shjowed up at my door yesterday??!?!!?!?!? MY DADDY!!!! out of complete knowwhereness!!!! ahhhhhh!!!!!! i almost fell over! the last time i saw him was summer which wasnt that long ago but i mean i was still like omg!!!! hes here for my grandmas b day wich is tomorrow! she didnt know he was coming either and apparently wen he showed up ( Read more... )

I GOT  MY LICENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FINALLY LOL....I TRIED  CALLIN EVERYONE BUT I OLNY GOT A HOLD OF MAYANI LOL SORRY....LOL IM SO HAPPY!!!!! I TOOK THE TEST, NO WAVER...WHO NEEDS THAT SILLY THING THE TEST WAS SO EASY!!! OK WELL I LOVE U ALLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank u everyone who posted i feel so much better after getrting all that crap of my chest...things are starting to fall back in order...slowly but surly....my grandparents gave me 40$ for a homecoming dress today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was shocked! it was so unexpected and these are the grandparents that are my stepdads parents...i ( Read more... )