"I've walked these empty streets..."

[morbid_desires]

Is this payback for all the things I have done to others? Is this why you placed me with that person and agreeing to be his... Why is it that the urge to always talk with him or believe he's happy constantly there? Saying that I hate feeling this way is not enough to fully describe the nonstop anger and the semi-controllable will to seek him out

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[delbor]

It's hard to be honest but at the same time... being honest takes courage and as you've said, it's not something that can be done easily. Turning him down would hurt him, yes, but that would prevent him from hurting you. In the game of manipulation there really are no winners. When the game's over all that's left are broken hearts and wounds that might take ages to heal.

It's a risky gamble yet it's one I'm taking right now as well. :D Walking on a tight rope, playing with fire, the double-edged sword... there're many ways to convey this but when it comes down to it, the meaning's all the same.

Good luck to you, sis! We'll both need it. =P *hugs*

[morbid_desires]

Ho-hum, what to do, what to do...
Well, sisters are alike in many waaaays. ^^ Though...this isn't exactly the best thing to share. I'm thinking maybe I will give every single person I run across an eternity to hurt me first...kind of how...the best defense becomes the best offense later on, the main question who will hurt longer.

-glomps- This will be fun. ^^