Trying to grasp being this alone,Pleading for a breath of fresh air, someone's standing on my chest
01. I'm single.
02. I love chocolate
03. I love Rent.
04. I have a MAJOR crush on Adam Pascal.
05. I think gay marriage should be approved.
06. I love to sing.(now, if i sing GOOD is another story)
07. I enjoy scrapbooking.
08. I love the color red.
09. I hate scary movies.
10. I love hugs.
11. I like to take pictures.
12. I am a blonde.
13. I love dark chocolate.
14. My parents are still together.
15. I get amused easily sometimes
16. I have a sister.
17. I love Strong Bad.
18. I want to go to college
19. I love The Nightmare Before Christmas.
20. I am afraid of losing loved ones.
21. I hate social studies.
22. Math is pointless. (exception of the simple things: addition, multiplication, division, etc)
23. I know that I need more sleep
24. I like to write poetry.
25. Hypocrites piss me off.
26. I want my driver's permit
27. I get emotionally involved.
28. I'm obsessed with musical theater.
29. I love fall.
30. I love to write.
31. I love evanessence.
33. I'm in school plays.
34. I'm a Fine Arts student. (was last year)
36. I tend to hate jerks.
37. I'd rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn't know all that well
38. I went through braces.
39. I'm an Internet Nut
40. AIM takes up 1/8 of my life.
41. I love giving gifts.
42. I enjoy recieving them as well
43. I'm quiet in some classes and loud in others.
44. I love watching films.
45. I am very crazy.
46. I take piano lessons.
47. I want to live in NYC.
48. I want to be a Broadway actress.
49. I love food
50. I want a $#&%ing job!
51. I love shopping.
52. I love Reeses.
53. I have lots of nicknames.
54. I love Ed Debevics!
55. I've had a livejournal for less than a year.
56. I'm lazy
57. My favorite movie is Waiting for Guffman.
58. I love indie flicks.
59. My parents are crazy.
60. All my boyfriends have sucked.
61. I hate Hillary Duff
62. I scare people sometimes.
63. I think snobby people suck.
64. Immature people don't suck.
65. I prefer the internet to the TV.
66. I can cry and not be sad.
67. I take a shower every day.
68. I hate to get interrupted.
69. I hate it when people ignores me or irritates me.
70. I sing in the shower. (on occasion)
71. I wish I had a penpal.
72. hate scratched CD's or DVD's
73. I love brown haired guys. (doesn't matter)
74. And guys with green eyes. (Doesn't matter)
75. I'm a very messy person
76. I like to act.
77. I hate my figure.
78. My friends are loud but awesome.
79. I take voice lessons.
80. I appreciate nice things that are done for me, even if it's just a compliment.
81. I hate taking antidepressants.
82. I love concerts
83. I want to get my ear's pierced again.
84. I love American Idol.
85. I love staying at home and doing nothing
86. I see a therapist.
87. I hate running
88. I'm a dreamer.
89. I want to have kids.
90. I think thongs are pointless.
91. I love to ramble about random things.
92. If I leave my hair to dry it usually goes all wavey and big.
93. I have more than one best friend.
94. My hero is Jonathan Larson.
95. I like cats.
96. I want to get through my depression.
97. I hate it when parents take sides
98. I hate lettuce.
99. My birthday is in March.
100. I love recieving e-mail.
yeah so there are parts of this artical(s) that i want to put up, but im to lazy to finish them, so um, ill put 'em up tomorrow....
<3
~Me~
And I can see her now
Dancing around, her drink in hand
All her baggage in tow
I just want to forget and let go
Of all the joy, all of the pain
I took your guilt and placed it into me
And now I kiss it goodbye
Our last dance ended fatall
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died
And there she goes again
Another masquerade in false circumstance
She'll fuck you just for the taste
I just wish I could replace all the memories
Of what makes my blood run cold
And as your blood flows through me
I say goodbye to what we had
She came and went
I gnawed through my lip
Makeup smeared in her eyes
Each sob's a reason to say goodbye.
Sometimes when you're holding on
You'll never see the light
With flowers in her hair
Gazed upon with dead lovers eyes
She never looked so good
And I never felt so right
I felt so wrong