To not trust my heart...
To not trust the things I think....
To not be me?

I was ready... My heart was too ( Read more... )

OK, So I was nappin... It was a fukked up dream. Here it goes ( Read more... )

WANNA KNOW WHY? BECAUSE I GOT THE MOTHER FUCKIN JOB BITCHES... I WILL PWN AGAIN
AND YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT HIT YOU.... Imma working mother fucker again... Be happy for meh =) <3

There are things you should know ( Read more... )

If anyone of my friends or the people I associate myself with needs time to talk to me and hang out or whatever. I do it for them. Am I such a dick that I dont deserve the same in return? WHY WILL NO ONE GIVE ME A HUG WHEN I NEED IT? WHY WILL NO ONE CHAT WITH ME WHEN I NEED THEM? WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO THATS SO WRONG TO FEEL THE WAY I FEEL RIGHT ( Read more... )

I just might have to give up those wonderful feelings and thoughts. Feeling to alone.

So tonight was AWESOME.... We just got back from hangin out with Shana. Shes a dope ass chica. I likes her. She came and picked Justin and I up at like ohhhh 10:50 11 EST. Then we took a spin around and ended up goin to the Cheescake Factory. Justin ans Shana ate some Cheesecake. She looked as if she was enjoying it. All besides her coughing, cause ( Read more... )

To care or not to care has been the most recent one ( Read more... )

Here recently I've been so confused. As to life.... not the meaning of it. Just MY LIFE. I thought everything was great and goin good last week. Imet this awesome Chick named Kelly. I miss her a lot. We barely even talk or see each other. Its starting to really make me hurt inside. All I though about last night while partying with friends. Is just ( Read more... )