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Okay wow you know that entry a few entries down? Welll...that was about my wonderful best frend preet. Let me fill you in. He has been my best friend for a couple yrs or wutever. So yeah...well it started turning into more. You know how could you help it? Hes just so fucking wonderful I couldnt help myself. I started falling for him. And apparently..he told me the same. He came out and told me he was madly in love with me or wutever. And Preet and I have never fought except once kuz he told me i was a waste of life or wuteevr u remember that whole argument kuz of cookies. Yeah well thats it. And Now as Im talking to preet...having a wonderful convo..like usual...someone sends me an IM of a convo between them and preet. Preet sed "Oh I dont give a fuck what happens. I just dont care. Im tired of her shit" So Im like wow...and i called preet on it. I sed dude..wtf...and i just asked why...and he sed hes tired of it all..of there always being someone better than him and how its better he hurts me now than later...and how life is better without him in it..he just hurts people and if i still wanna be frends he prolly wont give a shit about me but w.e. and just so many hurtful things. I was left speechless. Possibly the LAST person I trust on this earth pulls something like that. He was supposed to ask me out this sunday and I was gunna say yes. But apparently that wont be happening so I told him fine...my shit is not longer in your hands and he says thanx and gives me some lame ass saying and says those are his last words and he just doesnt say anything else. You know guys...I hate everyone. Why is it that no matter WHO the person is..their ALWAYS gunna be there to drag me down. I just dont udnerstand why this boy led me on and told me all that he knew woodnt happen. It sux...but no matter not like it affects him at all...Im always the one to pat for it...everyones happy...except me...The End.