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I wish i was dead, i wish i had enough will power to do it, you know.. i really dont wish it, i just want to see what and how people would be like for 4 months after my death, and then jsut have it all rewound and me never died. just to see if it would be worth it, not me dying, but for the people i want to die over.

whos to say i trust anyone right now, whos to know how i feel, whos going to not be so blind and realize that everything i am is a lie.Because i cant feel anything right now, with the way i've ruined myself. right now i could only want one thing, but it doesnt show, no i dont want anything, but who's to know? i want everything so fast and it seems ( Read more... )

ehh i think i know why i was so happy the other day, becas i didnt have to see keisha for 3 days.

i had a dream last night that involved REALLY REALLY big thumbtacks, like bigger then me. but the funny thing is i dont know if it was a dream or not, i mean i know that the likelyhood of being in that situation is completely ludacris, but it didnt feel like a dream... so hmmm

omg hahaha boids even hotter then him, and by a LONNNNNNNNNGGG shot hahaha, damn i aint gonna get over that ( Read more... )

hahaha wes is sooooooooo fucking ugly hahaha!!!!!

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yesterday afternoon, something struck me and i dont know what, but whatever it was it made me EXTREMELY happy, i could not sit still i was bouncing of the wall jumping up and down with joy, i have no clue what it was, but im the happiness ive ever been, and thank god. i hated being sappy, im happy for myself now. muah!