um i haven't updated in a while and there are some reasons why. mostly just because when i think of all the things i have to do my brain shuts own because it doesn't want to deal with it, and because i get too lazy to figure all my shit out and type it down ( Read more... )

hmm so we moved in and everything is leaving a distinct, new taste in my mouth. it's not really bad or good, although i think it is more good than bad, but it's just all new. i'm not homesick and not even really missing how the old stuff was. yet. that may still come. idk while it hasn't sunk in that this is permanent yet, i still feel like i've ( Read more... )

tomorrow's d-day. i spent the entire day packing and transferring more files. having last minute problems with that is freaking me out. i would love to go to sleep but i don't have the time ( Read more... )

so it's down to 2 1/2 days now ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK!? BLACK WIRE BROKE UP ( Read more... )

somehow i feel liberated ( Read more... )

last night i babysat and got paid ( Read more... )

ummmmmm so i'm typng this from my BRAND NEW FUCKING MACBOOK PRO!!! and it's pretty much the love of my life gjhgjdggksEGfk ( Read more... )

umm really weird last week ( Read more... )

um i have never been so fucked in my entire life... today was a hugehugeHUGE mistake. my first fucking bad trip... i'm seriously so put off the stuff for a while, not that i do it that often anyway. i usually have fun with it all but today i did wayyy more than i should have at one time, which was incredibly stupid. but today screwed me up so badly ( Read more... )