Comments | morbid_slave84: Without my nikki in my life, i might as well be not living at all..

morbid_slave84

Without my nikki in my life, i might as well be not living at all..

Mar 19, 2005 12:29

I knoi dont normally listen to country but this song suites me perfectly. I had it all and i went a fucked everything up. My gf broke my gf broke up with me and i deserved it. I had it coming.

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You're starting to worry me ladyofbast March 20 2005, 14:40:00 UTC

I really don't know how to say this but do you think ending all exixtence of yourself is really going to change what the consquences will be towards your FAMILY! Me Kathy our father, do you really want to put them through that type of misery again like it happened EIGHT years ago ( ... )

Re: You're starting to worry me morbid_slave84 March 20 2005, 20:55:09 UTC

I'm sorry but i might have misinformed you. I would NEVER stoop that low. There are times where i feel there is no way out and that i just want to drop off the face of the earth but that feeling doesnt even last that long. Not only did i lose the love of my life because I and I alone wasnt being supportive, faithful, and loyal like i said i was, but i also lost my home in Rome. I managed to get by and im not gonna give up on Nikki just like her other so called "boyfriend" did when she broke up with him cuz all he ever cared about was playing video games while she just sat there all by herself. Nikki should know by now that if something were to happen to us and Im THAT serious about the relationship, then i will continiue to fight with all of my power to prove myself to her once and for all that she and only she is the one for me. I love her basically more than life itself and her and i have come so far in this relationship to give up now. For now im gonna give her time to herself and let her enjoy her quote unquote "freedom", and when ( ... )

*tears in my eyes* ladyofbast March 21 2005, 15:55:25 UTC

Hearing what you are doing brings tears to my eyes brother. Please I want to visit you again. Please email me LightAngelAdain@aol.com

Justin has this "You touch her I'll kill you mode" he doesn't like Terry for he's an Idiot and he HATES Karl. He cares for me with all his heart. I am glad you are safe my brother. You and going to make our father proud. Because you are doing this for yourself and not because someone is maikng you. Please stay safe and I hope the military takes you. Their only concern would be is that you are the Only male in the family and they need special permission by the US for you to be able to go. You are the Male Heir of our father, even though he has two daughters. I shall send you and "angel" to watch voer you. I will always think of you as my baby brother. I care for you so much *huuggggglllleeesss*

Re: *tears in my eyes* morbid_slave84 March 21 2005, 18:15:43 UTC

At least give terry the benefit of the doubt for he has backed me up everytime Luke starts menstrating. Terry has made sure that nothing bad happened to me and its because of him and James, Luke's wife's brother. The only two people that have never accused me of anything were terry and James. If you can please at least give terry the benefit cuz he made sure that i stayed safe.

Re: *tears in my eyes* ladyofbast March 22 2005, 15:58:48 UTC

It's really hard since he has been pining over me for the past three years. It's kinda sad because he IM'd me and said he was depressed because he misses on what we had. That was over three years ago but oh well. I shall behave on your behalf.