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( You Know You Want It )

Counting down seems so juvenile,but I can't help it. Only 20 days 'til I change it all. Seems like so soon and yet so far away.

Whoa.

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I Love You

Disappointed

*sighs* I can already see how it'll play out...both my dreaming hope of what will happen and then my pessimistic view of what will probably happen...

Probability #1: We'll meet at the beach and walk along til we find a spot to sit. I'll sit in his lap and spill my proverbial guts to him. About how I love him so completely and desperately and that ( Read more... )

Why do I crave attention so much? I can't stand having people watch me or listen to me or any of that, but I want it. And not getting it makes me feel so urgently worthless and I know that's bullshit. What makes it worse is if I care about the person I want to pay attention to me. It doesn't matter if its someone I've cared about for years or if ( Read more... )

I seriously can't wait...just as soon as I get thoe few big things done, I'm gone. I'm starting over. I'm tired of feeling so worthless in this place. I'm getting school done with, I'm moving on and growing up. This finally isn't aout anyone but me. I'm doing this for me. I'm finally being completely selfish, it's all about me. I'm no taking care ( Read more... )

I'm changing a part of me soon. Hopefully, it's all for the good, but who knows for sure. It's going to hurt, I have to be prepared for that. Life is going to be so very different, will you recognize me? Will I even recognize myself? I'm going to be so different...and I know you're thinking that's not a good thing, but maybe it is. I know what this ( Read more... )

Found this on my computer...someone sent it to me years ago, but I can't remember where it's from...but I like it....

( Drink Deeply )