They say to cry is to know that you’re alive, but my river of tears has run dry.

[morbidfaith03]

I just had the sudden urge to call Zach. For some reason I want to talk to him. I don't know why. I want to call him with an urge like I miss him, but I don't miss him. I mean I don't think I do. I just feel shitty that we aren't friends any more. I wish he wasn't such an asshole, then maybe we could still be friends

Comments

[missdeleterious]

closure is definitely important. i've suffered in agony for months without closure. when you call him, approach him calmly.. whatever you do.. don't cry! whenever i'd try to call my ex to smooth things over, he really wouldn't want to speak to me because i hurt him so much & me crying made things worse... but after a while all was resolved. i'm not with him anymore, but we chat online once a week or so. some people are just better as friends than lovers.

[morbidfaith03]

I would like to be friends with him definitely, but if I can't then I will eventually get over it. Time heals all. ...Ok i don't believe that at all, but still. It's a nice thought.