If i ever take too many drugs and try to start thinking life is wonderful again, somebody please slap me.

oh... wait... yeah, gotta do the "thinking positive" thing, otherwise people think there's something wrong with you.... people and their stupid bullshit

haha. once again i havent been on this website in eons. im in north carolina right now. coming back down to f...l... in two weeks from yesterday. i miss my dear david, and ofcourse jess n mike, and the whole crew. but i've only been here for like 3 days. i have no money and so much shit i have to get ( Read more... )

life does not suck. life may be a bitch, but she does not suck. this is something i try to remember all the time because i think that if something or a few things or many things go wrong and then you go on about how life sucks, you're pretty stupid and close-minded. i mean next time something huge seems to absolutely wreck your life and you want to ( Read more... )

Some people get bit from the inside,
When they talk it's cold and sour.
And no, there's nothing they can do now.
They've had their way too many times.
If you glare to get what you want,
It'll become your look.
If there's dirt you've got on someone
You let it loose without a thought.

Just let the poison spill ( Read more... )

I don't think you'll see this but im desperate. I have no idea how to contact you. I miss you! You said you would call! You said you wanted to come over to my house more often and sleep over! Did you not really mean that? Were you just totally fucking with me for shits and giggles? Because it was like the next day you acted weird and then I never ( Read more... )

oh fuck this shit.

i wanted to write SOMETHING in here because i havent updated in so long,

but i have nothing to say

...and im tired

........damnit!!

started at oph yesterday. worked there today too, its not all that bad. and im getting extra money out of it too, so that works for me ( Read more... )

being home alone rocks, you can shit with the door open.

i didnt even update on my birthday. well im 18, holy shit. i'll be holding two jobs as of next weekend but im still a fucking baby to my mother. *shrug* i cant wait to go to the strip club.

The world's a rollercoaster
And i am not strapped in
Maybe i should hold with care
But my hands are raised up in the air
saying;
I wish you were here

love incubus.

alright, so i think im going to fau for a couple of years. thats so weird. that was the last thing i thought i'd be doing. thats one of the things i love about... um, life (that sounds so stupid) those little surprises that you never saw coming. most people dont like those but i could never hate being kept on my toes ( Read more... )