It can't rain all the time...

[morbidsoulsrus]

I always forget that it rains all summer. I guess because it's florida and I know it's hot I assume it'll be sunny hot the whole three months. It's always fitting though. I seem to repeat my life every year, and every summer is the same. I spend it alone in my room, fighting with my mom and wishing I would die. 9th grade it was Elan, last year it

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[deathstar_sparx]

ok what ever happened to me am i not here anymore??? am i not alive i understand that ur having troubles but you say it as if i dont matter anymore...like im nothing wtf.im sorry that you feel that way but im here too u know

[deathstar_sparx]

i care for you alot i dont want you to feel that way..... there is no need to im there n thats all you need..well not really but i tryed.i love you

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[morbidsoulsrus]

I know your there, but I can't help it. You have no idea how close me and amanda got and the fact that she doesnt even miss me is breaking my heart. She was my best friend, and now all of the sudden she just isnt anymore. It was so sudden that im still in shock kinda. I can tell her i miss her but I dont even get a response back, and all I think is well shit if our friendship meant so much that she doesnt even miss me what else is trivial that i dont realize? Ugh, I'm sorry i dont mean to be this way. And you know you matter, you just need to come home, and i ned to figure out how to get out of my house to see you. Oh btw i thought of something. That week that my mom will be gone you can stay here. We'll have to hide you from the tenant but she works all day and is barely around at night, and at lunch time. But still, it'd be fun. I love you.