Rant of the day.

[morbidsoulsrus]

i can barely breathe most of the time. I've gained too much weight, and my heart isn't beating properly. My blood pressure is too low, and sometimes it feels like i'm going to have a heart attack. I wouldn't be surprised. If I have one I hope it kills me. My head always hurts, my chest and my left arm. My hands because theres not enough blood to

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[faeri_innocence]

alright girl we need to get you back together. you'll be fine TRUST ME! i have been through way more than that and im still here and happy. i'm sure jeff loves you take advantage of that. the whole money situation yea it sucks but i bet you there are things that you dont have to spend your money on .. but if you're only spending your money on bills well thats how life is and until you start saving money or get a better paying job that's how it's going to be. girl your life could be so much worse.. look at me okay i got evicted out of my apartment because of my boyfriend who beat me.. and now i can't get a car because i have no credit i can't get another apartment or house. i am in extreme debt about 5,000 dollars and i'm about to have a kid. which that part isnt to bad but ya know.. lol anyways all i'm trying to say is keep your head up thats all you can do life is never gonna be easy and the grass isnt always green, but just stay happy i promise one day it will be okay, and also if you REALLY want something you'll work for it and you

[morbidsoulsrus]

Thanks, I've been feeling better, its just that sometimes I hit these really hard lows. I know I'll be fine, but it also helps to write and vent when I hit a low. That particular one was pretty bad, but normally i dont feel that way. not really sure where it came from. I g2g too tho, lol, work phone is ringing.