Razor blades. I dont need a good reason. If you dont like it, then fuck off.

I can't fucking sleep. I was going to get online earlier while it was still technically yesterday, but I was too fucked up to care.Yesterday sucked. Nick broke up with Nicki yesterday, and punched walls and doors all day because he hadn't wanted to. It's my fucking fault they had to break up and I feel like shit. Trish broke up with Amanda and shes ( Read more... )

Ok, so Nick came over today and chilled here for a little while. I left the room for a bit to change cuz it was really frikin hot outside and when I came back in they (him and Amanda)were like, you have to leave so he could tell her something. Apparently he really really likes me and is going to try to break up with his girlfriend so he can date me ( Read more... )

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1. Nick is still sexy ( Read more... )

Today was ok. I look a little thinner in my face, so thats cool. I've been watching what I eat and working out everyday. So anyway, quick update. Nick asked out Nicki last week, but they're already fighting. Whenever Amanda sees them together Nick pushes Nicki away. I wrote Nick a note sunday and he read it yesterday and told Amanda that he likes ( Read more... )

Merry Stoner Fucking X-mas

My day kinda sucked. I was exhausted all day long, and kinda bummed out that Nick called me his sister yesterday. Now my dad is harassing me. He says he's too young for me and that I was just jelous that he could get women younger than him. But then again Nick also said that I was his "lover" (as a joke)that I made him happy, that I "brought the ( Read more... )

Today I went to My moms to drop off some boxes and picked up Amanda and Nick on the way. We chilled, dyed my hair, yatta yatta yatta. Nick came over and we ate pork steaks and rice and then we went to bother his ex Jessica. They're still together sorta and I also met this alother girl, Nicki that he plans on dating when he straightens out some shit ( Read more... )

Omg this weekend was fucking awesome. I figured it'd just be another boring City Walk weekend, but it wasn't at all. Amanda invited her friend Nick and Jack and Patric to come chill with us at City walk Friday night. We had so much fucking fun. I had met Pat before, but not Nick or Jack. They're both fucking awesome, but I have the hugest crush on ( Read more... )