What is up with this whole forgive and forget concept? Why are people so hung up about this cliche, throwing sorries left and right? Makes you wonder if they really mean it... I yearn for sincerity. I yearn for honesty. I yearn for the truth. Or maybe I'm just being too idealistic.

Argh... I really don't need this STRESS right now! I should be ( Read more... )

Some people just can't take confrontation (or maybe just plain ol' serious talk) very well... It's a bit frustrating because I feel as if I'm not coming out the way I want to.
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I'm in a bad need for a new lj layout. CHESCA TINGCUNGCO! WHERE ARE YOU???

Despite that chat and what's been going on, I'm ok... It's been tough trying to accept things and move on. There are still times when I indulge myself and reminisce on how it once was, those good ol' days but it's not every night that I cry myself to sleep listening to "our song" and such...

Focus on ME now and what makes ME happy. Maybe that's ( Read more... )

When I said yesterday that I am going to focus on school and fencing, I forgot to mention NO DISTRACTIONS. And what does no distractions include? Food, boys, unnecessary clutter (relationships, things that have nothing to do with fencing, things other than family obligations). Yep, you heard me. I'm all gung-ho about this so no one try talking me ( Read more... )

I realized how we say new year but really, it's all just the same... Not this year. It can't be. I'm sick, and I mean SICK of things always ending up the same as last year. Being disappointed over things... Being disappointed of myself... Psshh... It's getting old!

This year, I'm really going to try to focus on school and fencing. I mean it. You ( Read more... )

What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
~* Get drunk... Never again!Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year ( Read more... )

Feel niyo galit na ako sa lagay kong ito? Hahahahaa! WALA PA YAN!

You have no idea...

Ganyanan na pala...

I really don't want to care anymore.

Ewan ko na lang talaga ha... Ang ibang mga tao, mahilig manggago. Parang at their convenience ka lang. So feel nila na pagmamay-ari nila ako? Psshh... asa ka pa!

Hintayin niyo lang ako magalit. Marunong din akong sumabog. Sige, hintay lang...

Wow, naka-update din... It's not that I've been so busy that I couldn't update. I've just been so lazy. Hahahaha...

So it's sembreak na! YES! One month of nothingness... Hehe not quite. May training pa rin and the dreaded report card *oh no*

Okay, you know what? Tinamad na ako magsulat ngayon... So next time na lang uli. Mga next 10 years para ( Read more... )