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[mordekai]

I'm not sure what it is but it seems lately like my world is closing in around me. Every time I make a little headway it's like my work is redoubled

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[spacylacey]

What a coinkadink. My roomate's boyfriend just got her a peacelilly. You know their haunted and can cause insomnia? It said so on the tag.

[tehmush]

wahahaha poor Loki cat.

Toss the couch out sir. drag it to the dumpster!

[mordekai]

I'm to that point. Now I have to enlist laborers to carry the bitch out.

[mordekai]

Apparently my sister is getting an apartment so I'm giving it to her. I told my mom that if she wants it to pick it up by thursday or I'm tossing it.

[ytilive]

Awww, hun, I'm sorry you haven't been feeling well. It sucks about Mike, but with him and Brenda being so religious I'm not too shocked. Yes, you do have a long and hard road to travel, and I know I can't even imagine the half of it, but you can't let yourself dwell on the future, take things one step at a time and it will be a little easier. You are a good person and someone I have a lot of respect for and even though we hardly talk, I'm still here if you need me. You are stronger than you think and I know you can get through anything, I believe in you. It may sound sappy, but it's true. About your sleep problem, when I was younger my mom had an herbal pill that helps you sleep that she got from mothernature.com, unfortunately I can't remember the name of it but if you can find it you chew it and swallow and you sort of feel your body relaxing and fall asleep and wake up feeling rested. It was great when I had trouble sleeping after a traumatic experience I had. If you need to talk let me know, Lots of love!!

[jimcom]

Oh I didn't know it was Mike Doon that this entry mentioned. I'm not really sure if he's different at all from the time before they got together. I mean, I coudn't tell if his spirituality or religiousness or whatever you want to call it has changed. When I visited him a few weeks back he seemed to be the same Mike to me.

[mordekai]

I don't think it's some religious thing with him. But he did make it clear that he basically doesn't think he can be friends with me.

[mordekai]

Valerium root probably. When I was younger I would chomp a couple valerium pills and it's supposed to help you sleep. They never really worked so I stopped.

I feel bad going to my friends with my problems. The last thing I want is to be a whiney friend. For the most part it's just self loathing and I don't want to subject people I care about to it. I'm still looking for constructive outlets for it.