Comments | mordekai777: In the eye of the storm

mordekai777

In the eye of the storm

Nov 19, 2007 18:48

At this moment i feel like being in the eye of the storm.Alot of things are happening in my life and taking a whole bunch of old shit to the thrashcan.I lost some friends and new ones came back in place so that's ok.Still there are short moments of sadness when i look back but i rejoyce what has come back for it. I feel blessed with the good things ( Read more... )

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longsuffering23 November 19 2007, 19:26:20 UTC

I described life as a video to a friend of mine. I had mentioned that in life its necessary to pass levels and advance to the next. Sometimes the problems we confront require more than one to battle, and along the way it is our job to find suitable travel companions to help us advance to the next level. Some buddies are just for that one adventure and some will be with you until the game is finished. Sometimes there are sub-problems that aren’t necessarily your problem, but it is a problem your buddy faces that requires your strength of spirit and will power. As I went on, I told her that once a level is passed you must rest, build up strength through Christ and continue on your journey, never forgetting the friends who left after the battle, and those that you had to bid fair well ( ... )

mordekai777 November 20 2007, 18:45:32 UTC

Thanks for yer support. That hole is kinda filled by a friend i met some time ago and i really enjoy our friendship.It's like we know eachother for years but we actually know eachother for several weeks. i really spend time in prayer to wich is a good thing. Maybe God let this happen for several reasons. Like i have to get closer to Him and maybe there were areas where i didn't put God at the top of my life.But slowly things are getting better.

longsuffering23 November 21 2007, 00:45:23 UTC

I am glad. losing people you love, whether death or just the continuation of your journey, it still hurts. I find that I spent alot of time with God, to feel that void. I remember that even though i was going through a depression of sorts, I relied on God to help me get through the day ( ... )

mordekai777 November 22 2007, 16:07:10 UTC

I've thrown those kinda things away long time ago. But perhaps there are a couple things that need to go but i haven't seen what it is yet.Dealing with the mixed emotions is the hard stuff momentarily. I feel tangled up just like the wire of my headfone of my discman wich is also always tangled up.It's chaos and stormy in my head