well its been a while since ive been on here.
update.
I'm in college now,
and i'm ready to lose A TON OF WEIGHT please.

i cant believe the school year is almost over. ive gotton so off track. i just feel like a huge whale.. i know need to get back in track esp. with prom coming up. so next year iam going to college and im really excited but i want to look good and be small, NOT FAT AND uGLY. I am going to start running. even if i walk. i feel like i let ( Read more... )

hey everyone. so I've just been really busy lately. I keep giving me excuses to eat, and i dont eat all day but then its like I just give up when I get home. I need to make a red bracelet. I feel like i've let everyone down. I need help getting back on track but I dont know what to do or if i can even get back that way. I'm so stressed out. I ( Read more... )

so its been so long. i have really been bad.  i told myself i would be 115 by march and i keep going between 120-123 and i need to just get it off.  school has been really stressful lately and the boy situation has been emotionally tearing me apart.  I have decided to end this whole relationship.  Its better off. next year we wont have each other. ( Read more... )

so latley everything has been going well. i fasted the past 2 days.. and today i just had chkn noodle soup and some veggies. i dont feel bad about eating that... i worked out 400 cals. and i have work tonight so ill be burning more.. hopefully. update tomorrow

okay so life has just been really crazy. i just did a telethon for disabilities and i raised over $2000.00 which is sooo amazing. also ive kina made things better with my man we are oficially dating now butits the same as when we wernt its really just a title. so i have been applying for scholarships out the ass.. and keeping this busy with all ( Read more... )

hey guys so sorry i havnt been doing the best job at updating.. but heres the update. im down to 119 and this week is workout week. which ive been giving my weeks names so i knw what to do alot of. also i never really believed in hot break up sex. lets just say now i do. hopefully i can get into a size 2 jeans. tonight i have class which ( Read more... )

okay so today was my fresh start day. after this horrible weekend. im not eating today and tomorrow i will have soup. today i made sure to look my best because i knew i would see tom. so i put on my fav. jeans that definatley make my butt look amazing. so today my guy friend was walking down the hall with me with his arm around me.. and then ( Read more... )

okay so this is going to be long.. i really feel like i just need to vent. so now that ive been accepted to wvu it really makes me think of the future.. ive been with the same guy for 2 years.. the thing is we dont label ourselves as boyfriend/girlfriend. but thats pretty much what we are.. except we dont EVER have fights. so we went out to ( Read more... )

 okay so latley has been so crazy.  I finally know what college im going to next year, and Ive started working out at the gym again.  I've also been doing step aerobics.  My arms still look so fat to me.  Ive been trying to think of things I can do to keep my mind off food and its really been difficult.  Also my ana friend at school is like amazing ( Read more... )