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[moreelmoplease]

It’s late… I’m up thinking. It started in one place and its just led everywhere…moving on is weird. I think I’m contemplating it so much because it’s surrounding me right now. Not really so much with anything I’m having to move past, but with people around me, close to me. It makes me think about situations that I’ve been in. It makes me realize

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bu-bu-but JAY!

[nikolaibarbaros]

I'm glad that you finally joined the crowd of journal enterers. or something like that. It's good i think that you have one because it seems like you have a lot of stuff on your mind that needs to get on to paper or in a journal

[anonymous]

Well, look who joined the journal crew. Congrats bud.

Regarding that comment someone made to you, I have to completely disagree. While I know that there are crazy things that you say (Ai Skinka Dadavishta, omg, I'm getting so much better at it, you'd be so proud, even if i can't spell it), you aren't just a mindless babbler. You say a lot of important things that people pay attention to. But maybe some of that stuff gets overshadowed by the stuff that you say which makes people double over in laughter. But its still there, nonetheless.

Oh, and yes, you do deserve all the love that's around you. I just think of our group of friends and how much we all care for one another, and it all just seems to fit. We are all there for one another when someone needs help, and that is completely deserving of all the love.
~Em

[fallen_off]

jay...

you def have no reason to feel that way

you are one of the greatest coolest awesomest kids ive EVER met!!

and you totally deserve all you have...

and you deserve to get what you want

[[if that makes sense]]

but yes...

you are greatness and seriously..dont feel like you dont deserve things..bc you def do!!

<3's you...
...me

<3 nicole

A scholar and a genleman

[anonymous]

Jay, first of all, I would like to welcome you to online journaling. Second...sweet merciful crap that was an amazing entry and it really does seem you needed to get it out. When you speak, it might not always have immediate value...pink pudding, etc. but think of all the laughter and joy you bring to people with those "mindless ramblings." Let us not forget the things we talk about...usually in your car or in my basement. A LOT of it isn't wacky or weird and is usually really heavy, important shit. I'd be a liar and a jackass if i were to say you aren't my best friend. You do desrve all the great thing you do have because of how much you lighten other peoples lives. I am in no way saying people with "bad" lives deserve them, but you make the most of what you have and my hat is off to you

[anonymous]

by the way, that was vinny if you couldnt tell

[broncogirl34]

JAY!!!!!!! You have been friended!!!!! I'm sooo happy you got a journal...and that was an amazingly good entry I must say! I miss ya!