We are not friends anymore. Last night you made me throw up at the hillsdale pool, throw up on my roomate's car, and throw up in my bath tub for an hour. I am at work right now and I am still kinda drunk. Hopefully it will rain and nobody will come get piercings. I puked until 3:30 a.m. and Josh is mad at me. I would give anything to be asleep and ( Read more... )

Yesterday was mostly a good day besides me getting in a fight and cussing out a women at wal-mart. My temper has been bad lately and I am going to end up going to jail for beating someone up. I wanted to follow this women home and bash out her car windows but Josh was yelling at me to leave her alone. I need zanex or something. I am never going to ( Read more... )

I just watched 6 episodes straight of Law and Order Special Victims unit. It felt really good to sit here and watch T.V. that long. I haven't had any down time in a long time. The good news is working 70 hours a week equals me and Josh paying off our debts! Maybe we will start getting along better since we won't be so stressed out. It seems like we ( Read more... )

I put in my notice at job 2. Working 9am-11pm every day is killing me and ruining my summer. I really wanted to go to Bonnaroo again this year. It would probably suck anyway because it would end up being just me and Josh on our own since everyone else has made plans together ( Read more... )

wow. working a lot lately. I am at work now actually. Wish that some of you guys would come visit me! I miss everyone ( Read more... )

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I feel so terrible. I had fully intended on signing up for bone marrow donations but I forgot it was this morning. There will be another time but I would hate for someone who is dieing to wait longer than they have to for a transplant just because I forgot. My mom is doing it and she called to remind me but it was too late ( Read more... )

ONE MORE FINAL TO GO!!! I am so excited. A huge weight has been lifted! This is the first summer since I was 17 that I am not going to work full time. I could pee in my pants I am so happy. I forgot what it was like to have free time. It sucks that this happens to be the summer that my friends finally have full time jobs. I keep trying to convince ( Read more... )

Der, I am so sick of fake people. Nothing pisses me off more than when people that I think are my friends tell other people that they don't like me and then act really nice to my face. I don't have time for that crap. Yes I was really depressed for a while, but a real friend would probably try to help me through that instead of avoiding me and ( Read more... )

I feel awful. Thank God for Mel taking tables today. Thank God that we were slow yesterday. I wish I could just go to sleep for a week or so. I would feel so much better. My friends have been so helpful lately and I am very grateful ( Read more... )