scared

[morethanasmile]

i can't do this alone.
as strong as i thought i was,
i was clearly wrong.
i'm scared as hell.
i'm lucky when a few hours pass with no tears.
i don't know what to do.
my decision changes with a blink of an eye.
and i all i want is to be home,
to be held and reminded
that everything is going to be okay.
and to know i'm not alone.

Comments

[hatingu4fun]

YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
i'm always here for you, you can call anytime seriously- i eat and sleep i have plenty of time to listen, and i never get sick of talking to you. and you have josh. and heather. your not alone. we love you. aa lot. if you want- i will run away and come down there, i'm not kidding- i will.
everything will work out either way. :)
LoVe YoU!

[morethanasmile]

thank you so much!
i know you have listened to me ramble, vent, cry a lot lately.
you can seriously tell me to shut up.
heather doesn't know. you're the only one i've told.
don't runaway. i'll get through this.
i love you!

[hatingu4fun]

hey now, i love your rambling vents of crying. i would tell you to shut up.. dont you fret. keep on smiling, and stay strong. love you dude.

[morethanasmile]

i hope you meant to say... "i would NEVER tell you to shut up," lol.
but you listened again last night, so thanks! again.
love you!

[ukwldcat08]

youre not alone!
you know im always just a phone call away, day or night, you can call anytime!
christmas break soon = us hangin out again!
<3333333

[morethanasmile]

i miss you!
we never talk anymore.
let me know when you are home for break.
we'll get together.
xoxo

[ukwldcat08]

I know...we need to talk more :(
and we need to re-start our writing (pen-pal-ness) back up next semester!
I will be home December 23, and I have to leave again on Jan 1, so we better hang out ALOT in that week!
miss you
xoxo

[morethanasmile]

pen-pal-ness, love it!
i forgot you aren't home long.
just call me!
xoxo