5 - [Voice]
[Sounds of slight movement and (predictably) a curse, followed by a muffled pained groan]
Had something of an incident yesterday. I'll just... continue staying out of everyone's way. [scoff]
[ Locked to Razer // Unhackable ]
Did you really feel this bad after you broke my jaw?
I didn't think I was capable of hurting you that deeply, at least back then.
And yet, it amazes me now that you still care- or at least you claim to.
If it's pity, I don't want it. If you just feel obligated to keep me from doing anything psychotic, that I'm 'your responsibility,' I don't want that either.
If you actually care? You're an idiot, and at this point it doesn't matter whether I appreciate that or not.
I'm not in a position to make anything up to you. I doubt I ever will be. But if you're only keeping an eye on me because you think it's your responsibility? Don't. Or even better, just shoot me now- Or have Torn do it, he'll be happy to. It'll make us even, in that respect.
But if you don't shoot me, I'm not going to apologize again, I'm not going to ask you to forgive me, and I'm not going to depend on you or anyone else. I'll follow orders, I'll do what I have to do, and I won't call you a freak. But this is shit. I don't need to be feeling like this, and you shouldn't have to put up with me acting like a fool.
I'll let you decide if we can still be friends. I'm up for it if you are- [rasping cough, slight movement] Fuck! [pause] ...That's about it. Makers but I need a drink.
[ /Locked ]
Had something of an incident yesterday. I'll just... continue staying out of everyone's way. [scoff]
[ Locked to Razer // Unhackable ]
Did you really feel this bad after you broke my jaw?
I didn't think I was capable of hurting you that deeply, at least back then.
And yet, it amazes me now that you still care- or at least you claim to.
If it's pity, I don't want it. If you just feel obligated to keep me from doing anything psychotic, that I'm 'your responsibility,' I don't want that either.
If you actually care? You're an idiot, and at this point it doesn't matter whether I appreciate that or not.
I'm not in a position to make anything up to you. I doubt I ever will be. But if you're only keeping an eye on me because you think it's your responsibility? Don't. Or even better, just shoot me now- Or have Torn do it, he'll be happy to. It'll make us even, in that respect.
But if you don't shoot me, I'm not going to apologize again, I'm not going to ask you to forgive me, and I'm not going to depend on you or anyone else. I'll follow orders, I'll do what I have to do, and I won't call you a freak. But this is shit. I don't need to be feeling like this, and you shouldn't have to put up with me acting like a fool.
I'll let you decide if we can still be friends. I'm up for it if you are- [rasping cough, slight movement] Fuck! [pause] ...That's about it. Makers but I need a drink.
[ /Locked ]