okay so lets think about this..one year. that is a longg time. especially if its wasted. and who's to say thats not what i did? i don't know. but enough of this sitting around and seeing what happens, its not fair for me not to know. i don't care either way really, i mean i do, you obviously know that, playing hard to get isn't exactly one of my ( Read more... )

Good mood. im blaming it on the hair. its my change i've been looking for, even though i wasn't looking to change my appearance. it did the trick. i feel a brighter personality coming along with it. ha didn't know a haircut could do that. and even if its all in my head..just let me think that because im writing again, which means im feeling better ( Read more... )

pretty okay nightt. first time swimming allll summer + i heart matthew :-P got my haircut..recieved mixed opinions on it. oh well. i get my license in 6 days. possibly. it might as well be a lifetime ( Read more... )

Another shitty night last night. i don't know what im expecting though? oh well, this will probably be off and on until school starts i suppose. being as i most likely won't get my license until then i've figured out. it'll take that long to get my fucking hours. unless my parents wanna take me drivin about 3 hours everyday ha. i mean for real ( Read more... )

This whole thing is finally starting to hit me. at first it was okay and didn't seem like anything changed. but now it fucking sucks. i wish i could go back to florida. or even just work all day, everyday so i wouldn't have to be here..with nothing to do. and too much time to think ( Read more... )

yeahhh took a quiz and it looked super gay when i put it in here. soo i'll just tell y'all the results: people in school think im a Goth? hah sure. um i will graduate at the age of 18. Will i get laid in highschool- outlook good. ahah 38% of the student body hates me. largest amount of cash offered to me for sex- $222.37 ( Read more... )

boys..friends..friends..boys--ahh! i hate it. its crazy the people i hang out with all have boyfriends so its hard. and im not lookin to find a boyfriend, well i dont' know, but especially not just to fit in. gotta squeeze night-life w/ the girls in here and there but maybe thats just me. and maybe i only think tha because i dooon't have a bf. ( Read more... )

What is your favorite..gum:Winterfresh? restaurant:olive garen drink:cherry coke er orange juiceee season:summer!! type of weather:warm :-) emotion:excitedd thing to do on a half day:eat aha late-night activity:ooh you know ;-) sport:cheerleading or volleyball city:orlando er atlanta store:charlotte russe! When was the last time you..cried:couldn't ( Read more... )

soo yesterday, worked from 12-5..in the concession stand! ugh, im a lifeguard i shouldn't have to do that anymore aha. but yeah i worked w/ chad and kyle and they're always fun so its all good. and that night jack picked me up and we went back to dres' n just hung out with all guys. so that was cool ( Read more... )

Recap of the night ~> ...nothing! it was GEY. haha im sucha loser. buttt it happens right ( Read more... )