Ode to Insecurities

[moreundignified]

so PRAISE, all the anxiety that I was suffering under my last piano professor was extreemly obliterated as I found out that I had been placed in another piano studio, and my new professor is flippin AWESOME. YES, this is great. He just got married too, so hes still on that honeymoon high which I hope lasts throughout the entirety of the semester.

Comments

[kisses_angel]

Hey Nichole. Aw, dont think like that. you are beautiful and have so much to offer to any friend and to any guy! Trust me, a guy will come to you and he will be yours and only yours and all those times that you felt alone or whatever will not matter because he will be the best thing for you and you will be so happy. Dont waste your time on all the losers out there. lol your too good for them. ok well i hope everythings going good for you. we miss you over here!!!!! dont be a stranger bc u do still have a key. ps did u read my last l.j entry.???? well i hope she did!

[whitwhit87]

nichole, when i first met you, i would never have believed you'd never had a boyfriend, simply b/c your gorgeous smile and happy, upbeat personality which forces me to agree w/Curtis. but i know where you're coming from...there have been times when i have questioned myself and wondered why it is that no decent guy has ever given me the time of day (the little attention i have received has been disrespectful garbage most likely the result of more than a few drinks). and really, what it comes down to, is where we find our security...and i realized that i was trying to find mine in myself, which is futile since w/o Christ, i am anything but secure....

[anonymous]

tis true. guys should have balls to pursue you. and you should let them. God (and that's as if to say- yeah God, you're right)! you should let them. :) they will.

and its weird cuz i wrote a similar entry in my diary today

and...leave your door open. ur residents will pop in to talk if its open. sometimes if its closed. lol.

[challahbeanz]

oh btw. its me :)