I really don't know why I am up right now and not working on my poetry paper ( Read more... )

I need to stop going on myspace so often... it is kinda making me want to be in a relationship... ya, seeing all these happy peoples with their I LOVE YOU... fill in blank, my best boyfriend ever! stuff is getting to me. gosh darnet. IM HAPPY! God has plans, Not yet Nichole! Okay okay, im freaking out, but im tired and being completly honest ( Read more... )

foxygoddess850: u have a wholesome beauty ( Read more... )

I had a great weekend, went to church and was so blessed. Mark seemed to speak and touch on everything that had been ravaging my tormented mind. Philipians 1:12 "Now I want you to know, brothers, that what has happened to me has really served to advance the gospel." Isnt it amazing that a letter writen by a born-again killer, would inspire a little ( Read more... )

Life has put me in a tailspin but im still stuck with the same problems that I have always faced. Ive been feeling really distant from God, my own fault, other things have taken precedent over my time with Him... and ive been suffereing. I sat there during my quiet time today and realizing that the only reason I was reading the Bible and praying ( Read more... )

Why do I have such big issues with my self-image... I feel inadquate, I can't even begin to compare to a guys image of beauty, im just short stumpy me. And ya, don't try to tell me that its irrational, because I know it is. And yes, its from Satan, I know that too. K, so I know all this stuff right? Yet, i still come back to this. When guys come up ( Read more... )

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I am just so hurt and mad right now. Why are guys so oblivious??? I feel betrayed, let down, dissapointed. It has gotten so bad that I have dreams where I am mad, and where I wake up and I am just reminded of the thing that I have been pushing so far back in my conscience. I have a friend who I consider my brother, and since I have come back from ( Read more... )