i never know what to update anymore. there really isnt anything going on in my life that would be worth writing here. i think out of anything, im just being torn apart inside again, due to my feelings for someone ( Read more... )

Almost as soon as the cameras began panning over the rooftops, and the helicopters began chopping free those trapped in their attics, a chorus of voices rose. "Why didn't they leave?" people asked both on and off camera. "Why did they stay there when they knew a storm was coming?" One reporter even asked me, "Why do people live in such a place ( Read more... )

i cant believe just how detatched ive been as of late ( Read more... )

at times it seems as if people just wait for the right time to go off on me about something. tonight was another one of those times ( Read more... )

once again, the fucking lj bullshit fucked me over. i had a somewhat long entry but through a mishap, it all got deleted since i had to check what the fuck 'tags' was. anyway ( Read more... )

it always seems that no matter what happens, im constantly reminded of how much of a fucking failure i am.

"i feel angry i feel helpless, wanna change the world, i feel violent i feel alone, dont try to change my mind, no."

theres nothing worth updating. im feeling very paranoid lately, like if im being lied to or betrayed. i really dont know why.

i have a question.

does anyone have any idea on where my hockey mask is? i cant seem to find it anywhere and im starting to think i left it somewhere, i just dont know where.

if anyone has info on where its at, let me know please.

COMMENT AND POST A MEMORY OF ME.
It can be anything you want.
It can be good or bad, just so long as it happened (really).
Then, post this to your journal to see what people remember about you...now for the real post ( Read more... )