I am sorry.

I'm so sorry, it isn't my place to blame and everyone is so fucking oppinionated, everyone must hate me.

I've been such a bitch and I hate it. I give up on people, maybe I'll make friends when I move. FUCK, I hope not.

I might start cutting and smoking again.

Is it because of you

( I really need a cigarette. )

SATAN REPRESENTS KINDNESS TO THOSE WHO DESERVE IT INSTEAD OF LOVE WASTED ON INGRATES ( Read more... )

Happy fucking fourth of July.
Heather's shindig thing was actually fun.
"wish you were here"
Now I'm kind of bored but not as bad.
Slow summer
Food was "OK"
The fireworks were OK aswell
WE ALL HAD A MASSIVE ORGY!!
Right.
deleted_account is spending the night.
I want poptarts.

I am tired of being a virgin.

( Virginity Convo )

Orange car guy
Beautiful hair
Beautiful smile
my emo glasses
the mohawk
the hang out
BIG BROWN EYES
Awesome

I'm a goin' to the li-a-brary!

Am I beautiful in any way ?

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for being myself.
I'm sorry for being stupid.
Yelling,
Crying,
I'm sorry for not dying when I should have.
I'm sorry for not being better.
I'm sorry I cant be perfect and I always let everyone down.
I'm sorry
for everything.

EDIT: Heh, heh, Sorry for acting like this and feeling sorry for myself. Blah.

I'm so bored, I need something to do... ANYTHING.

I think my soopah lame birthday party will be at Ferns Park on july 17th (4 to 8 or 9 pm)
Tell me if you wanna go to my overly lame shindig, i need fun before i move away.

blah

I still love him.
I can't help it,
I don't want to.
I'm fucking falling apart
With every word I here about you
I'm tired of everyone,
Saying YOU'll come back.
I want you,
I want to get over you
And I'm falling apart because of you.

I cut my hair, myself.