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May 20, 2005 20:32

Today was the worst... grad practice was boring but ok I love my class. It was when I went to work that I started getting that feeling. It's the feeling of despair...nothing can make you smile...people talk around you but all you hear is emptiness...I dont want to be around anyone...I dont want to hang out... I dont want to be at home...there's ( Read more... )

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tanicole May 20 2005, 20:48:31 UTC
"The scary thing is [depression]'s comforting. I dont want to tell people Im sad I just want them to know." ~i know you all too well. despite having a near perfect life at present i told jonathan this exact same thing in a state of self-loathing patheticness last tuesday.

i'll see you tomorrow, and we'll talk. or not; that's entirely your choice. but one thing you don't have a choice in: saying goodbye to your twin. not yet...

moose x's!

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unwantedmemos May 20 2005, 22:46:50 UTC
my god it sure is comforting isnt it...

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lambnesiac May 21 2005, 06:59:45 UTC
There's this quote from a Tom Robbins novel, Fierce Invalids Home from Hot Climates that I kind of want you to read. I posted it here, once.

There's also one from Jitterbug Perfume (second red quote here) that I want you to read.

I'm not saying that you're full of shit, or that you don't feel like you need to feel like shit, but you need to concentrate on not taking yourself so seriously. I wouldn't bother doing this, but I really like you.

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