it must be a great month for almost dying and for getting fucked over by people you love and for losing things that mean a whole lot to you and for being scared and for trying to pick up the pieces
everything since friday has been one crazy, beautiful, amazing, silly, and spectacular blur. i don't remember the last time i felt this good and no drugs were required i have been waiting forever to hear the words and when i finally heard them, it was more than i ever expected this makes me feel out of control in the best possible way i love it