i can only eat so much cake! we have so much of it ( Read more... )

why do i always leave the party before all the good stuff happens?
keith and kyle kissing, peter with a bottle of "mount gay rum" awwwwwwwww. damn pat and i having to be home for midnight.

i want another tattoo so bad, it's like an itch i can't scratch. i should call tomorrow before i spend all my money on stupid stuff like starbucks. i can close my eyes and think of how wonderful it will look and feel ( Read more... )

"she wants to know if i love her, that's all anyone wants from anyone else, not love itself but the knowledge that love is there, like new batteries in the flashlight in the emergency kit in the hall closet."
♥ jonathan safran foer

last night i had the weirdest dream, i wish i remembered the whole thing. all i remember is a rollercoaster that i had to hang on to like a jungle gym and sliding down a huge tube ( Read more... )

"she had fallen in love so many times that she began to suspect that she was not falling in love at all, but doing something much more ordinary."
♥ safran foer

where did my copy of everything is illuminated go?

i love sleeping in and lazing around. i love those half-sleep dreams and then deciding that i just want to read for two hours, then being greeted with a cheery text from the top of a mountain two hours away ( Read more... )

will it work this time?
will i get hurt again?

i guess all i can do is cross my fingers and get out all of my quirks in the beginning just so he knows. the promise of having someone weighs more in my mind than the risk of being hurt.
just let go, that's all i have to do.

i suppose on one hand i'm happy because now i don't have to worry ( Read more... )

today was my first day skiing of the season ( Read more... )