ok, so, just got back from the stoners where i spent the better part of like 4hours talking to a wonderful man named adam.  we talked about gaming, religion, life, wine, star wars, and basically had a wonderful time.  it was so wonderful to see the stoners again and to meet adam again for the second time.  i am so past tired it isnt even funny, so ( Read more... )

so...i've been having mentrual dreams...the first one was were i was marrying someone and i didnt know who it was and i was playing with my hair and then got really sad because i wouldnt be able to be with neal and he was the one who had brought be to the party.  ti was really weird.  anyway, last night i had another one...even weirder...here is ( Read more... )

so...i'm 20 now.  whoo!...anyway, came at a bad time because nowi will cry for 3 days and bleed for 4 and then i can be happy about it.  i dont want to go to work tonight...its gonna suck.  supposedly i'm in danger of loosing my job becuase i have taken 3 days off....the only thing that this is based on is that the union people are biching.  blah ( Read more... )

soooooooooooooooooooo yeah......................one more day.

that is all.

ok so....not gonna try the big numbers thing agian...but 2 more days!

oh---more evidence that women are the most disgusting in public bath rooms.

panic! at the disco cd is the most awesome thing i own right now (i bought it today...sooooooo good)...

yeah so, i think thats it...oooooo except...guess what i found in my dads drawer when i was looking ( Read more... )

*tries to make a bigger 3 out of 3's but fails*  3 more days and i am 20...this is exciting for me.  no longer a teenager!

oh. btw, massively massive headache all night.

so, i filled out an application for copper creek or beach or w/e its called.  amd i'll fin out if i'm ok when i get home.  i'm so excited.

i am 20 in 6 days.

The Poet
She clothes herself in finest silks
and denim (for her comfort).
Her children sheathed in corderoy
bedecked in brilliant color.
Though her skin is always covered
in a fine layer of paper
as she wars
dances
creates with herself
-with in herself-
what she longs to be.
The poet.
She cannot bare her throat again
within her naked words.
She ( Read more... )

soooooo, there is this realy creepy security guard at work who keeps stareing at me.  tonight when i handed in my elevator key he mouthed something to me but i have no idea what it was...the last word was 'you' but it was really creepy.  i really realy really dont like being around him.

Click">http://pyesetz.furtopia.org/meme-3col-DeathNote.html">Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.
  ✓ I don't watch much TV these days.
  ✓ I own lots of books.

✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.
  ✓ I love to play video games.
  ✓ I've tried marijuana.

× I ( Read more... )