MIxed Emotions

[moriana28]

Have you ever succeeded at a task set before you, but felt you failed yourself? That's how I feel right now. I have high standards for myself. I am not perfect, and I am not the best. I strive everyday to perform an extreme trick of balance, juggling life in general, my future, and what I really want. It's very hard and what I want more than

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[jennlyle]

I’ve felt like that a lot this past winter. Melancholy in general. Knowing when something good happened, I should have been more excited, but wasn’t. And I still have a few off-days now, but they’re becoming a bit less frequent. Part of it for me was winter blues. Another part of it was just left overs from living with a depressed person… it does affect partners profoundly. And the last part was just me, trying to re-access what I wanted and how to move forward. Good news is that winter is passing.

If you’re feeling this way for a couple more weeks, you might go out to find someone to talk with about it.

[moriana28]

Thanks Jenn!

NIce to see you around still. I actually am in general a much happier person now. I know I am just being hard on myself more than anything. Luckily I have a wonderful family I can share my lif with. And some really great friends to boot.