Perhaps Understanding? Or perhaps Reign of Chaos?

Jun 26, 2006 11:00

Ive been really lucky in life so far. Nothing really bad has ever happened to me I havent lost anyone particularly close to me, I've never broken a bone, I live in the lap of luxury in friggin southern california. My most trying times have been tempestous loves of crazy women. How sad that my greatest trials and tribulations are over women? Even in ( Read more... )

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zirith June 27 2006, 07:16:45 UTC
hey, it's good to get things off you chest. kind of works in odd ways for me, though. like, something'll kind of build up and storm around inside me, and I feel like nothing will ever be right again because I can't do anything about it. and I'll bring myself to write it, blow off all the steam, say every little truth that I can just so I can remember it later even though it feels like I'll never forget anything I'm feeling at the moment ( ... )

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zirith June 27 2006, 07:17:22 UTC
and I've never really noticed how spontaneous that relationship was, but. we just seemed to work, y'know?
and he's only my second boyfriend. I was single for five months before I met him.

so it'll take time. that's nothing in comparison to other relationships, though.

and don't sweat it on the physical stuff, either. believe me, I'm very physical when it comes to expressing emotion. I'm kind of passive-aggressive so I don't get pissed off easily, but when I do it usually includes shouting and the word 'fuck' used many many times. I get the slightest bit stressed or hurt and I start crying, which I really hate but I usually can't suppress it at all. >_> and well, when it comes to showing Jake how much I love him... heh.
but please, please, don't fool around if you've barely even met the girl. don't fool around if you both just need some release. don't make it a habit.
it will be hard. it will be very, very hard. maybe you'll end up jacking off seven times a day just to suppress it.
but please. save it for someone you actually, ( ... )

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