lull

[moriendumest]

I'm back in Saratoga until June 12th. It's nice to just sort of... BE. I'm reading a bunch of different things right now, things I WANT to read, and I'm watching movies with my dad, and I'm preparing for the move to Berkeley. My books are all boxed up and ready to ship, and the next stage is stuff like my printer and computer speakers

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[moriendumest]

okay, I will! when's a good time, in general?

[devinmcgeehan4]

I know you've always expected it, but don't be so fucking nonchalant. You've graduated from college! You are a bachelor of arts. Despite its inevitability, going through the motions of undergraduate education is a laborious task. This of course comes from a bitter soon-to-be-senior who wishes it were all fucking over.

Also, Eva, I wish it were the end of June already.

Call me. We should chat about life and shit.

[moriendumest]

I ALSO wish it were the end of June already.

And yes yes yes I'm all nonchalant and all that... it probably sounds like I'm trying too hard not to care. It's weird though, because I'd been anticipating having it feel, I don't know, *huge*. And it doesn't. It just felt kind of like another day. The day *after* graduation felt bigger, because it was the first day of the rest of my life. But even that. It felt... normal.

So now I'm just kind of like, okay, done with that, now the next thing. And yeah, of course having a degree after four years of hard work is gratifying--but I knew it would be. And it doesn't feel all that different now that I have it than it did two weeks before.

Anyway. I am pleased to have done it and to now be able to call myself a college grad :-)

And I'm fucking PSYCHED about what comes next!