Look guys, you get to look into my dreams ( Read more... )

If i were to plunge into an eternal slumber tonight, what would lie ahead for the future?

Grief for others, but for my own fate.. a new adventure?

... hm. or would it be a life of torture?

I'm having a dream that scares me. Someone I hold dear to me is in pain.. I can see them crying, yet when I try to be there.. I reach, and I just go through.. I'm dead.

It's a shame...

I can only do so much, though, right?

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Thanks again, everyone, for posting comments on my journal. It's meant a lot during the few hours of my life in these past few days that I've been conscious. It's nice to see that there's someone around who reads ( Read more... )

Aren't storms lovely? There was one earlier that woke me up, so i decided to open my window and just watch. I don't know about you guys, but I just find an extreme sense of peace within a storm or fall/dreary weather. *nodnod*

Oh, and damn it, I better heal by Wednesday.

*grin*

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For those of you who don't know.. I have chicken pox. I got it during last week, probally from working at Wawa. You know what's funny about that? Most people get the shot for it at a young age, or catch it, therefore gaining an immunity to it ( Read more... )

It hurts it hurts it hurts.. grrr.. I better be tough after this.. I haven't been this sick since I was 6.

ON the bright side, I'll have someone to cuddle with soon. *winks* Is it Wedenesday yet?

note: the song I'm listening to contradicts how I feel, but I love the heavy sound of it.. *headbangs*

When I'm in deep thought or in deep pain.. I tend to stare off into space ( Read more... )

To those who have been going through hardships.. simply believe that there is light at the end of the tunnel. Believe that you will come out of this better than you ever have been.

Also, do not reject those who try to help.