sooo um yeah probly been what like a year or something like always. i never keep this thing updated so i wont pretend that i will. well. whats happen. ummmm moved to virginia came back. worked at denny the winery and o.d.ed moved to ann arbor. started tattooing stopped tattooing. stopped peircing. cut off all my hair. moved back to jackson now i ( Read more... )

so yesterday was actually really fucking good. kinda. i mean it was good. but there is as always amandas thing about staying faithful which i must say is admirable beyond belief . it didnt bother me before. its just that from what i heard about the discussion it sounded like they broke up. ok enough of that on to the good. so amanda came over and ( Read more... )

ok so i was up till about six thirty last night reading old entries. and i finaly realiezed alot of stuff. everyone was right back 2 years ago. beth treated me like shit and she really didnt desever me. aand the other thing i relized was how much i have changed. i dont let my emotions get as much controll over me. im better at keeping that kinda ( Read more... )

i looks like i might have to ask that favor i never wanted to have to ask.

1.] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it ( Read more... )

so yeah today was pretty much fucking awesome. i meen it stared off really bad. amanda and i went to the hospital with danny. and i really really hate hospitals. they remind me of being strapped to a bed. but then amanda and i got a fish hes named pestoolio. then we drew a little together and we took a nap together found out that amanda feel ( Read more... )

ok been a long time i know. but hey better late then never right? so lets see whats been up. well i have made my first regretfull desision i told sarah i loved her when it was honestly just infatuation. i hurt my best friend in doing so. then i of course fell in love with my friend and waited just long enough for her to get a boyfriend to tell her ( Read more... )

more then worth the pain ( Read more... )

i just got home and now im leaving to move with mike

wow. ever just sitt and look at yourself from a distance ( Read more... )