uuuggghhh. life fucking sucks. I'm so depressed and I've been on the verge of a nervous breakdown for a while. another relationship failed but the only person that I truly care about doesn't have room in their life for me, as a matter of fact nobody does. I don't have any friends I don't even remember the last I saw or even talked to anyone. ( Read more... )

guess what. IM GETTING MARRIED! yep mindy is getting married im so excited. its gonna be on halloween and were having a costume party wedding. its gonna be the best wedding EVER!if you want to come you have to tell me so i can send you an invitation. and you have to rsvp cause were gonna have a LOT of people there and we need a ballpark. so ya if ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD! i have such good news but i cant announce it just yet. a lot of shit has changed in my life but when does it not. i cant wait to call all the paople i know and tell everyone but if you really care you might want to check my journal in a week or two because ill be announcing something that will shock everyone ( Read more... )

everyone is pissed at their significant other, or just their other, or just others, and i have to say weve all been there and everything you say, do, or try just backfires or doesnt help at all, and when theres nothing left to do but wallow in your own pity cause what other pity do you have.....simply say FUCK IT ( Read more... )

dammit i havent been here in forever. UPDATE!!!!

if anybody cares write me back, otherwise....

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this is cool, try it but dont read all the way through before you do it, i suppose if you really wanted to you could but that would ruin it and it wouldnt be as cool ( Read more... )

SAY YES TO DRUGS.....SAY NO TO EMO!

DONT FUCK WITH THE MOUSE!!!!!

AL-KE-HOL IS MY FRIEND!

sometimes i feel like the world is crashing beneath me and all that is left is me standing in a pile of pity.left alone with my thoughts, which dont help, they just pull me deeper into the apitome that is mindy. i try so hard but everything is thrown back in my face. i see no beginning, no end, just this incessent blackness that consumes me. no ( Read more... )

YAY! I WON THE LOTTERY...IM RICH BIATCH!

april fools

i dont know what the hell im doing anymore. i might be dropping out of school like i always said i would never do. i just cant stand it anymore. i wanted to try that home schooling even though most people dont finish it.but i might just get my ged like my brother.