OK everyone there has been alot going on in my life in the last couple of weeks and i've been very preoccupied with myself because i really need to be right now. The med center thought i had diabetes, now they think there is something wrong with my babymaker.. my left ovary is screwed up and we all the reproductive problems in my family, well i had ( Read more... )

seriously that is going to be my new years resolution...i'm going to simplify my life...dina i am seriously gonna need your help in this...seriously man you are the only person i know who can handle a task like this...i'm begging you...anyway i mean this in every aspect of my life...from all my junk to clothes to you guessed it people...people i ( Read more... )

Theta Tau (OT) successfully threw a party on friday...it was one ofthe better parties i had been to there and it's a terrible thing for me to say considering it's mo's frat...i even drank beer i hate beer. when i first got to the house kristi one of the girls i actually talk to in syracuse asked me about travis anderson the boy with the bolts in ( Read more... )

after addressing my pressing issues of depression and how i dont like human interaction when i am going through one of my moods with my boy it channeled alot of problems we'd been having lately and we actually talked and i think we may have made some progress so that was good needless to say we came to cuse for the weekend and i called travis ( Read more... )

Build my walls up ( Read more... )

I went to see my friend katy tonite and she asked about sean and i from somewhere out of my ass recalled the number that he last called me from...i think i only remember it because it was so similar to his ...needless to say she called him while i was sitting there and the only thing i could think of was how much i wanted to kill him and how much i ( Read more... )

I just can't seem to be getting enough sleep...but i'm sleeping literally all the time..its fun until i look back on my days and go dear god what have i done all day?? that's right nothing...i hit the pinnacle of laziness the other day when i went out and i came back crawled into my bed and dreamed about getting up to wash the makeup off my face ( Read more... )

Since i've been home i've done nothing...i spend my days laying on the couch watching tv with my dogs which is great because mom is putting me on a diet as soon as i get back from syr. but it's really ineed it i need to get my lung capacity back up for softball which i am so pysched for. I'm getting a new glove which makes me very happy!!! my ( Read more... )

It's really scary when your ex-fiance calls you and wakes you out of a dead sleep. It's also scary when he is being nice to you for the first time in forever. Then you go and shower and his wife calls to bitch you out for calling him on her phone. I didn't have her number he called me....she's crazy!!! Why am i plagued with crazy people in my life.

TLC says it best ( Read more... )