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There are so many things we all keep bottled up inside. I continuously wish I could share these things with other people but I either freeze up and fake it when someone asks or just can't find the words. So often it's because I can't explain what I'm feeling or don't even understand what it is that I'm feeling. Then instead of talking I start to hurt my self physically, probably more in hopes that someone will notice what I've done and pay attention to me than anything else. It's a cry for help and attention and I ALWAYS feel guilty for doing it. But that guilt just triggers the next round of doubt and sadness and it's quite the evil cycle. It's a cycle really you think I'm withdrawing and guilt tripping you. Well I think you're insensitive and I don't feel heard Alanis Morissette lyrics incase you recognize that ( ... )
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I wish I could say something meaningful to you, but words are hard to find in such cases. I've been there, but not as trapped as you sound now, because my cycle has been broken and I did stop, but it's not that I can point to reasons why or say hey do it this way. All I can say is that I'm really really sorry you feel this way and the usual "if you ever want to talk.." although that probably is hard for you and ofcourse it sounds only like a little sentence and might not offer any real help, I want you to know I meant it nevertheless.
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to be brutally honest, i dont really have anything to say, but i thought i'd say it anyway. i like ur audioscrobbler profile, its very gd, and pretty similar to my taste in music. i also like ur post, just thought it was missing a few bright eyes quotes, so i thought i'd help that, because connor oburst is a genius.
lately i've been wishing i had one desire, something that would make me never want another, something that would make it so that nothing mattered, all would be clear then.
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