Hi. I'm back. Anyway, I am feeling much more lively than I ever have in my entire life, and I owe it all to the fact I don't feel so completely attached to my boyfriend. I mean, we're happy together, but I feel less attached. You see, recently he showed some of MY MOST PRIVATE LETTERS to his friend. As you can imagine, I am not very happy about ( Read more... )

I feel more alive than I have in awhile. It's like I'm getting out and seeing a whole new side of the world that I never saw before while I was trying to get off my medicine. I am happier and thinking more clearly than I have in awhile. I still miss Ashlin, but I'm not feeling so attached in an unhealthy way anymore. Not ever since my friend gave ( Read more... )

I didn't see Ashlin in school today, and I'm worried his mom might have pulled him out to keep him away from me. She tried to call my mom the other day for some reason, and neither of us knows what it is because she did not leave a message. I miss my Ashlin ( Read more... )

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I felt my body shudder as I eyed the Caller ID anxiously. Somewhere in my mind, I knew it was over. She had found out, and Ash and I would never see each other again. Pools of tears formed in my eyes, as fierce emotions of anger, love, and almost a protectiveness for the one whom I love set my teeth on edge. How could she try to call my mother on ( Read more... )

It's over. I can't believe it's all really over.

I've got a job AT A GROCERY STORE! Woo-hoo! I also get to see Ashlin tomorrow. Double woo-hoo! More details tomorrow.

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I want to be able to go out on real dates again, dang it! This sucks. I feel like I'm in the pit of hell and the devil is pointing and laughing at me. Well, har har har!
Anyway, goodbye.

Well, busy today. My prayer: That I will finish all my homework. -_-