once again im alone on 4th of july. single as can be. and no one reads my journal anymore. i suck.

apparently cowboy hats r the new thing this summer. it makes me laugh inside to think that i was wearing them like 4 months ago and the place i bought mine at was walmart. since they r always up on the latest fashions and all ( Read more... )

i think my mom ditched me...

so some updating is in order yes?? ok well....im about 1/2 way thru moving into my apt. getting all my shit in order is not fun, but someones gotta do it. and that someone would be me. so its been pretty busy, working and moving ( Read more... )

driiiiiiiinking tonite. lil druuuuuunk rite now. not too bad tho. i miss sac. when i was there i had so much fun. i did so many things w/ many diff friends that it feels like i was there for a week. im really hoping i get many opportunities to visit over the next year. im also hoping that i can get my job back at the state, but just work at the ( Read more... )

busy weekend...drove to san jose on sat to go to a family thing, ate a lot(hardly any carbs tho!! go me!!) drove to sac that nite w/ the intention of having a few drinks w/ holbrook, but the fucker was too tired from the nite of drinking he was recovering from. it was all good tho, we chatted for a while then i decided to hit up the cedar room for ( Read more... )

im so stupid...i lost the $95 celtic knot bracelet that my mom bought me...i just looked down at my wrist and it was gone. im in tears rite now. i cant believe it fell off and that i didnt notice. im praying praying PRAYING to st. anthony to help me find it. im hoping it fell off at matt and ryan's house and that i will be able to go over there ( Read more... )

i am so RESTLESS!!!!!!

useless without work/school. how do lazy people survive their days w/out killing themselves. i hate this feeling ( Read more... )

cooking at kevin's again. my life has returned to normal once again. thank god finals r over and done w/. cant believe the semester is over. didnt feel like it was ever gonna end. now my only responsibilities r work and my tan. o, what a life ( Read more... )