failure

[moronic_rose]

if i fail at being a good anorexic, i have failed at life. it is a life i crave, yet one i hate all the same. my mind is getting better. i still get very disordered thoughts. but then, im not convinced that these ever go away. whats the point in eating if you still get the incessant voices and thoughts? i may as well not eat and atleast feel like i

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[blue_isnt_red]

That's one of the things I've never really understood about eds. I've recovered myself (as professionals seem to define "recovery" as "getting fat again") but no matter how my body changes, my mind stays the same. It's excruciating... I'm sure you know what I'm talking about.
Know you have my support!
Skellington

[metallicat_79]

yep... love hate relationship with an ED is something we all know about, that's for sure.
I struggle constantly. I want to be the best, the most perfect at my ED. Not to slip up, not to fail...

You have my support hun, always. I have similar thoughts and feelings.

In risk of sounding like a cheerleader... "You can do it!"