short note

[moronicblooze]

just a quick intro, this is my journal and i've been very open in it about my life

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[moronicblooze]

:) happy birthday!!

[embracestrength]

Please read my work nick, i've been reading yours

[moronicblooze]

hey Cami :) how's it going? i do read what you write often! well,
when it shows up on my friends page. i always tend to think you're
secretly typing about me though, and that is a stressor. you have
my word though, that today i will catch up a little in your journal.
i just woke up so i've the whole day to do it too :)

-Nick

[embracestrength]

and happy birthday :)))

[moronicblooze]

haha, you goof! my birthday is in april! better way late then never
though :)

-Nick

[embracestrength]

You still alive nick??

[moronicblooze]

i'm alive.

[moronicblooze]

what the fuck are you asking me if i'm alive for anyway?

i can't answer if i'm dead.

it's a stupid question. don't ask questions you don't want
a stupid answer to.

....

i like you camryn. i'm better off dead, i do not know if i will
kill myself.

[moronicblooze]

cami, please understand i dont have a problem with you, i'm not
insulting you, i was just really in bad bad bad shape when you
typed this comment and very angry. i wasn't angry at you, not
at all, i'm still not angry you. but with so much anger in me,
i was lashing out at anyone. i was actually looking for people
to lash out at. i like you cami. i hope i didnt hurt you or hurt
our friendship.

[kadencaius]

Sir.. i personally think your brilliant!!

[moronicblooze]

hehe :) thanks! i'm getting that more and more lately. hard to tell
if you're joking though :) i dont take my own mind with enough
confidence :/ still, even if you're joking, this put a big smile
on my face :) - and i will reply to your message soon, but i just
woke up :)